Echos Silence Patience and Grace
Ecos Silêncio Paciência e GraçaArquivo para Setembro, 2009
Been a while since i posted here
It’s almost 2 months that i have been in Belo Horizonte and i already have a lot of answers to the questions in my mind. A lot has happen here and i’m glad that i made the decision to come spend some time on my own. I am disappointed with so many people and so many ideas that i had in my mind about my work here that you have no idea. But i have no regrets of coming here.
One of the things that i have decided if that i don’t like it here. I don’t like the weather, i don’t like the city, i don’t like the traffic… I don’t like living here. I also have decided that i don’t like my jobs.
I have realized that i came here to do missionary work but i only talk to christians… So how will i share the gospel with people. I want a normal job, with a normal boss, that i wont need to work weekends… And even if things changed about my job i still wouldn’t want to be here in this job.
So since i don’t like it here anyway… i have decided that i am coming back home. just waiting for the right time to tell people here… i just hope that no-one in Belo reads this… and if they do.. please come talk to me
Again… i have no regrets, even though i’m not happy here.
BUT… I really like my church here in Belo and the people there… it’s one of my high points of the week
Going to church! I’m very thankful for that… I’m also thankful for finding love here… mmm Yeah…
I’ll write more about that some other time.
I love my mom… i miss her… i love my dad… i miss him… i love my brothers, my granny, my friends, my aunt… Home has a different meaning now
Can’t wait to go home…